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Its been a while..

Posted by Pepper on August 10, 2009

since I put up a post. I’ve logged on to blogger, come to this page and typed out a post. Many times in fact. But each time I am struck by the fear of being read. Should anyone have access to such deeply personal and abstruse thoughts of mine? I am not really sure I want anyone to know what goes through me. Especially when the time is so difficult. And so, I take one last look at what I have written and exit from the page.

The more I try to escape it, the more I am forced to face it. I am only human. Why then does this burden of choice rest on me? I have no angelic virtues. Yet, I am forced to demonstrate my integrity to my own self. In so many ways. And now, I relent. I don’t think I am a good person at all. Far from it.

Some things have been good though. But I just can’t get myself to write. I will be back to blogging soon. Once my frozen emotions thaw. Once the red liquid flows again..

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