Archive for May, 2009
A tribute to Mint..
Posted by Pepper on May 31, 2009
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Simple pleasures..
Posted by Pepper on May 27, 2009
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Introducing, PITA!
Posted by Pepper on May 26, 2009
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I can’t study..
Posted by Pepper on May 24, 2009
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Just like you
Posted by Pepper on May 12, 2009
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I realised I’ve lost it…
Posted by Pepper on May 9, 2009
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A break..
Posted by Pepper on May 3, 2009
The past month has been quite stressful for me. I’d say its mainly because of the submissions. And, because I worry like hell.
I worried about finishing my assignments on time. I worried about not doing them well enough. I worried about not spending enough time with my family when I was in India. I worried about not seeing them soon again. I worry about the things happening at present. I worry about the state my bones are in. I worry about not eating right. I worry about not exercising. I worry about not having sufficient knowledge and experience in cooking. I worry about not having enough money. I worry about not waking up on time. I worry about not being efficient enough and completing regular domestic chores. I worry about my thesis. I worry about visa issues. I worry I’ll not have enough time and enthusiasm to enjoy this place. I worry about getting the right job. I worry about whether I’ll continue to live here or move else where. I worry about triggers that make me react in violent ways. I worry about my recent unstable behaviour. I worry about gaining acceptance from Mint’s parents. I worry that I am falling short in every single way. I worry about what the future holds for me. I worry about the results this sem. I worry my dreams will never come true. I worry, I worry, I worry.. Sigh
I’ve experienced ripples of anxiety passing through me and the result has been a very frazzled me. This is why I agreed to give myself a break. The place seemed perfect to unwind. And now I want to put down parts of the trip, so that I can read it and have a reason to smile on days when I get too caught up in this web of negativity.
We spent the first part of the day on the rides. Or should I say, getting our bodies jostled and our bones jolted. Here is a pic :
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